Well! :) Hey, it's me again. Results were out on Friday. Practically hugged Kinny's Jacket throughout. Bloody nervous. Thanks Kin, indirectly ^^ Okay, fine, I sort of forced him into lending me his jacket XD Taha! Don't blame me~~ Gotta find some comfort.. Somehow!

It didn't well that bad. My essay was accepted! :) Awesome! The remarks were something like "Interesting story", "Good command of language" and "well done!" Pretty happy about it! Then, I received my letter writing. Screwed that one up! And then I passed for my comprehension and scored a beautiful 21 for summary! :D TOTALLY awesome! I usually suck at it! I swear.

Then I received my Sciences. Scored 62% for both! :) Great! Although, I'm quite disappointed cause I had hoped that I would score a lil higher for Chemistry. Jen really took GREAT effort to teach me! Disappointed her, really. But I am really glad cause I would usually fail for both, and I passed this time round! :D Awesomeness!

So, for my school, we had the criteria of passing our English and 2 other subjects in order to proceed to the next level. My next hope was humanities. I can tell you for sure that I'm not gonna do that well for SS. But hell, I failed all my other subjects! What's more, Sciences and Humanities were the only subjects that I passed during my other major examinations too! So yeah.. Well, I passed my Geography already.. Still waiting for the SS results. Dag Dig Dug Dag Dig Dug!

Ouh.. And by the way, we haven't gotten our English results! So the possibility of me passing right now is still about 80% I have to say :D Yep! Pretty confident! ^^ But NOT complacent!

Hmm.. Bernard and Shawn are really down.. Guys! Don't be.. Okay? Really really. There's still hope! Believe in that! :) I believe!

After school that day, went to have lunch with Mir, Quan and Leslie. Will really miss Quan and Leslie after they've graduated :( No.. I'll miss the whole cohort! Or my friends at the very least. Will really really really miss them so much! It's like.. I hope they'll stay for another year, but on the other hand, I don't want any of them to fail at all! I don't want them to be back in that ugly uniform... Sighs. Just hope that they'll come back after they've graduated.. =]

And after that, met Caroline, Harvest, Alfreda and her friend - Cynthia. Thankfully, Alfreda and I are good now. It's been so long since I went out with Harvest. And oh it was such a random day. Caroline went for a hair cut. Brought her to Alika. Turned out that she had to straighten her hair. Took her more than an hour! In the mean time, we were supposed to catch Eagle Eye which was pratically playing while we were at the salon! Haha! Funny! So we rushed to the cinema after she was done. We were left with only about the last half an hour of the movie XD GAGA!

And AAHHHHHHHH!! *SQUEALS*!! Guess WHO I MET?! Edward, double Henry and Zheng Jie!!! XD KIAAAAA!!! MISS THEM SOOOO SO SO VERY MUCCHH!! :D :D :D! HAHA

As for yesterday, I met Ardisa for lunch. Kinny and Caroline joined too :D We talked and talked. Long time since the last time we chatted. Missed it :) a lot! And then I went home to do chores.

Sadly, my happiness did not last for very long. I had to face the sad fact of my family. Just when I thought that I could finally put my mind to rest.. Things just happens! You see.. I am never in peace for long. It's like life is a drama!

Well, I went to the Esplanade with Phyone last night. There was a performance by the NAFA. Kinda cool.. But it's modern dance. Most of it being contemporary and I don't really understand contemporary. Well, I do understand the story behind each act.. I just don't understand the dance itself.

Ate at Thai Express after that. Phyone and I wanted to catch a movie but changed our minds because 1) there's not really any nice movies to catch and 2) the nice ones start really late. Ended up chilling at Hip Diners USA.

Guess what? The 2 of us had the same dream. To be an artiste! XD Haha! That's at the top of our lists but of course, we're not allowed to pursuit them. So, we're going to go for the one next on the list! :)

And it comes to today.. I stayed home the whole day.. Well, I don't know how long more my mask will stay put on my face. It's getting colder and colder.. I have to admit, sometimes, I am just.. Lost. Just lost. Lost in that dark cold cave.. I need to see the light. Well yeah, last night I received light. It was really warm and then I had to face the cold again. I've really been stuck in this coldness for long man! It's not really much of a "lost" case actually. I'm more.. Frozen. Each time I thought the ice have melted, I realise that maybe.. Just maybe, what have melted is the surface not the core. And so the melted just freeze up again and melts and freeze.. And yeah..

Somebody save me.

Knapa yah.. Kadang gini. Guess it's just life.. And also probably why I have my split personality. Kadang gw mrasa dingin.. Kyk there's nobody there for me.. Kmaren thank god bgt gw kluar ama Phyone.. And thank you to Jenny :) But I don't know.. Why is my whole being so complicated?


I would want to live longer...