Monday, June 30, 2008
0 comments @ 10:46 PM

Hi hi~! I just my hair.. Went to Alika ^^ Right, she just came back from HongKong and guess what? She was there to film a movie!!! WOW!!! OoO yessshh!! Amazing right?? Hehe.. Am looking forward to it!! And yesh, I did not take picture of myself, shall do so tomorrow if there are any requests - I'm sorry.

Anyway, that shall be it now. Oh, I didn't go to school. My grandpop, who is in the hospital, seems to be getting healthier ^^ Good news! So my time not in school ain't wasted ^^

Right, it does not, however, change the fact that I have not finished my work. Shall stay back tomorrow then. Sad. Cya everyonnnee!! :)

-Forgive Even When You Can't Forget.-

I would want to live longer...


0 comments @ 12:08 AM

Okay! Just to put up some notice that I've upated my song(s) now for the blog plus my sidebar :) Hehe.. Yepz! The Targets and some minor changes ^^

Yeps, I went shopping today. Moniq just came back from Aussie. So did my cousin Ci Lina for a day. My cousin Meong came here too but went back to Jakarta the moment I reached here. Did I mention that she messed up the whole house? Well, she did. Practically. Isnu is back in Aussie now.

Sadly, I can't hang out with Moniq cause firstly, my aunt and grandpop just came for hospitalisation and secondly because Moniq's parents are here too. Haha. What.. Fate.

Oh yes, I met Mocha and David too. Always meet the three of them when Moniq is back here ^.~ sigh.. I'm like still so small. Oh yes, amazingly David is in St. Francis - the same school as Harvest. Lol. Heard some stories form him. Huaauhauhauh! Not really out of the ordinary, really, and sadly at that.

Sigh. Oh, and you guys don't worry. My grandpop is alright. He's just rather sickly nowadays. He's aging after all. Seeing my grandparents makes me think of what I'm gonna be like in the future sometimes. I can't imagine a life full of sufferings like them.. Seriously.. It's like a stage where people would usually say "I'd better be off dead than alive". It's very sad and I can't bear even the thought of it.

Anyways, what shall happen. shall happen. We'll take it from there. And Miranda has a new blog but she hasn't told me. I don't even know if she's even planning to tell me. But if she's not willing to tell me, Oh wells. Sad.

Oh, and the update for today. Went to the hospital the moment I woke up. Then met with Quan, Miranda, Joel and Alfreda for KTV-ing. At the Party World. Man. Their promotion is so confusing. I don't even see the point in it. Anyways, it was kinda fun but I don't know why everyone starts emo-ing the moment we went out of the place. No more karaoke-ing, please. I'll just do it with the usual people.

Or maybe some other people. :) hehe! Got a very nice number for my aunt. It was 44223 haha! Oh yesh, and I lost my watch. And if that's not bad ENOUGH, I even lost my MP3 player!! Which is so precious to me.. Fuck! Plus, my mum will definitely kill me if she learns about it. Shall just buy a new iPod/MP3 player with my own money then :( SADNESS!!

Which was also one of the reasons why I wanted to go karaoke-in today.. It's a form of stress-reliever. Guess what? I was wrong. Sigh, whatever. It's okays.. I should have known. :(

Well then, good night everybody!




Okay, don't worry, it's not dedicated to anyone. It just suddenly feels my heart. (Maybe there's a meaning to this?? =/)

-Time Will Never Change It.-

I would want to live longer...


Thursday, June 26, 2008
0 comments @ 11:32 PM

This is ClarissaZ announcements service:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEFFI!!
May all the angels sing,
For your happiness, healthfulness and wealthfulness.

I would want to live longer...


0 comments @ 3:53 PM

Yes, this post shall be dedicated to all the dearies out there who do not know about the 2012 rumour. Here I shall feed you with some of the "research" that I've done. Don't ask me whether it's 100% true or not. Isnu will definitely say that you shouldn't think about it :P but hey, let's put it this way, it's good for knowledge and this will be a good time for us all to reflect on ourselves and everything that we've done and the things or people around us.



In 1971, the McKenna brothers went down to a remote part of the Amazon jungle to
investigate rumours that the shamans.


After a shared hallucinatory episode, the brothers returned to the USA to develop the insights they had in the Amazon. They were convinced that the ancient Chinese oracle - the I Ching, or Book of Changes - worked because it was a mathematically coded form of the time wave system that underlies change in the universe.


The I Ching is a group of 64 six-line structures called hexagrams, which show all combinations of Yin and Yang (like + and - ). Another researcher - Martin Schonberger, in 1973, found an exact correspondence between the 64 hexagrams and the 64 codons in our DNA...


Eventually, they found a complex fractal wave, where each level is 64 times greater than the one below, consisting of 26 levels, which describes all change in the universe, from sub-atomic event durations, up to a universe-length time-span.


When they analysed the peaks and troughs of history, and lined up the Timewave over the wave of history, they found that the end of the wave, when all the sub-waves peak together, will be in the year 2012 !! At the time they discovered this, THEY KNEW NOTHING ABOUT THE MAYAN CALENDAR, or that the Long Count ends in 2012.


The Invisible Landscape was published in 1975, and knowledge of the Mayan calendar did not become widespread until 1987


Credits: http://www.diagnosis2012.co.uk/


Well yeah, I copied them all from that website. There are many other websites too that are talking about this issue. Even in forums! They talk about the Mayan calendar, the natural disasters, the waves, meteoroids and comets, the religions teachings and so on and so forth. Anyhow, if the world is REALLY going to end, if all of us are going to be extinct, then why are we working so hard right now?

However, many thinks that even if the world is going to go chaotic, it doesn't mean that there will be no survivors.. So, good luck to us all!

-Believe It or Not.-

I would want to live longer...


Tuesday, June 24, 2008
0 comments @ 9:53 PM

I do not understand this but ever since I came back from my holidays, I have been very tired. Physically. I did not work out, I have not resumed on my work yet nor done any of my homework at the very least. I have just been attending school regularly and waking up punctually early in the morning.

This is just weird.. But maybe I may get my answer in a few days time and if it's true, I shall tell you this: I dislike being a girl at times.

I slept for a bit just now.. But am still rather lethargic and I believe that I do not have the concentration to do any of my homework just yet. Shall do it tomorrow then, I hope. I have to really get it done and over with. Plus, I bet that the teachers are only going to tolerate late hand-ups up till next week the most.

Anyway, my mum called just now. She was with dad and Tepot at Pizza Hut waiting to meet Pak Togar. Man.. When will this ever end?

Shall be a good girl here. Oh, Lilin said that she's coming here tomorrow but she didn't tell me the time yet -_- great. Hope it won't be during our school time.. If not... Well, we can't meet! As simple as that and I was rather pissed just now cause I called the STA hotline in the afternoon all the way till 6PM and none of their officers picked up the phone! How atrocious! I can't believe that they have such a lousy service! Man.. I should complain tomorrow when I go down to their office! A waste of my time and effort. Not to mention phone bill!

Right. So, I realised that I did not really care that much about my family in the past, I have to admit. I used to feel that I'm being pestered, patronized at and pressured all the time. To think about it, I must have been a blockhead. Somehow, after meet my family again during the holidays, I felt that family is very important.

No no, do not get the wrong idea. It did not take me 15 years to FINALLY realise this fact. I thought that this was true when I was young but ever since I was about 10? or 11 maybe, around there. I started to dispose this thought of mine because of the very reasons I've mentioned above. There's just always this part of me that wanted to scream and bring justice to myself. I do feel that sometimes I have that feeling too to the present date but I am more open now. I used to sort of shut everything out, I guess.

Hard reality, isn't it? And have you heard of the 2012 rumour? I don't know what to say. It is rather saddening and it's better not to think about it at the moment. Shall just fight for my youth right now! ^.~

And here's something that I wrote in class. Shall end this as the "quote" of today. Cheers!

With All Thy Might,
Thee Shall Fight.
With All Thy Intelligence,
Thee Shall make Decisions.
Will All Thy Heart,
Thee Shall Stop This Wrath.

I would want to live longer...


Sunday, June 22, 2008
0 comments @ 9:42 PM

Yepz! I'm back.. And I realised that I didn't blog about my departure to Indonesia. Didn't manage to touch the computer :(

Anyway, I went back to Indonesia, Jakarta, and attended my cousin(aunt)'s wedding party. Was okay.. Can't believed that she's married!! Haha.. And the lucky groom is ko Felix! Drank a lot with my sis on that night. And my sis started telling her all the we-will-always-be-there-for-you speech and made it look like a farewell. It made me cry! Crap. And my uncle cried too, haha. My sis actually thought that I was tipsy -_- Helllooo~~ But many other people were tipsy though.. Lol.

After that, (that happened on the 15th, btw) I went to Jessica's Sweet Seventeen. It was made really grand. Haha in a club! XD oh.. Ci Jen2's wedding was at Shang Ri-La Hotel and Jess' is at Borobudur Hotel. Two hotels in a week! Anyway, they had the same MC as well.. MAN!! He was like "hey! We meet again!" and I realised yeah.. No wonder he looked familiar! XD And I caused Isnu to be late.. He was a candle and I felt badddd super baddd. Very very sorry!!

Oh and I've started on this game called Fiesta. Rather cute.. Wonder if other people know about it.. =/ Anyways, I shall write till here first.. Just to let you guys know that I am Officially Back From My June Holidays! ^^ Hehe.. Will tell you more about them next time ya!! These two are the major events that happened :)

Oh! And to add on with the happy occassions, I loooveee love love love my family outing on my last day in Jakarta! ^^ I just hope that everyday could be like that.. If only...

-Beg For Forgiveness, Not Vengeance-

I would want to live longer...


Wednesday, June 11, 2008
0 comments @ 11:42 PM

Right. So another cockroach appeared and I killed it. Haha! Isnu is a real Cockroach King cause it appeared when I was chatting with him on MSN! XD

And I practically spent the whole day at home, no joke. Was cleaning the WHOLE study corner! Man! It was sooooo dusty!! *cough* *cough*! Umm.. Much cleaner now! Bestie, I bet that you'll be quite impressed the next time you come! ^^ Or even, anyone who's coming and you've seen my house before! Haha!

I used to have many many boxes under the table. I've reduced them very much. Lol.. Threw the rubbish and gave away lots of things. Pens, pencils, bags, clothes.. HAHA! Wallet even toys! ^^ Hope the people who receives them are happy! :)

And um, I went out of the house for quite a bit actually. Went to IKEA and cold storage, looking for a shoe-repair shop. Man! The one in IKEA has closed down and none has opened in Cold Storage. So I brought those high-heels with me for no reason -_- damn!

Anyway, bought oranges, Meiji Chocolate milk and cucumbers instead. Haha! Disa, I still owe you a bowl of Gohu, huh. :) You guys should try it! It's marvellous! And I went to the swimming pool too.. Cuz my sister felt that the weather was too hot and she couldn't stand it. Haha! Pity her.. But really, Singapore is just too much.. Global Warming sucks.

Anyway, that's it for now. Ah! I forgot to tell you guys. I've finished reading The Golden Compass in 12 days. Amazing ya! :D During my trip to and in China. HAHA! :D It's pretty potical, but good. Not really the best. And am not really a fan of the whole human-daemon idea.. Haha! ^^ LOVE the bear though!! ^^ IOREK! :D

-What Is Life To You?-

I would want to live longer...


Tuesday, June 10, 2008
0 comments @ 11:58 PM

Hi hi Everyone!! :D hehe!! It's already going to be midnight in 2 mins time! But I'm still gonna blog anyway.. It's been sooo long! Yupz! For those of you who kmew. amd those who don't, I just came back from China last two days. I'm sorry if I didn't text you or something.. Must have slipped out of my over-exhausted mind! I've been from city to city man! Almost non-stop! Hehe.. Have some pictures as well.. Wonder when the heck am I gonna show it to you guys! Anyways, some highlights.

Ancient City of Pingyao, Pu Tuo Shan, Shan Xi and some other place that I can't really remember their names. The first two named are the nicest :D Loved mountains!! Fresh air.. And less heat!! Ahh.. So unlike Singapore!!

And I'm so touched by you guys! Hehe.. I see the taggy board!! And I've tagged as well.. Umm I'm sure that later on some of the messages will be "gone", right? Do you want me to copy them down here?? Right, I think I should. Save you guys the trouble :) This is from the newest to the latest ya.. Just like the board.

10 Jun 08, 23:56 CCA_wilZYT:
ziiipp gw liat yaccchh!! Gila loe! 99 qns!! Dikit aje!! hehe

10 Jun 08, 23:55 CCA_isnu and steph:
Yeah!! But worry not!! I'm back in SG now!! Eh loe org kasih tau gw yach pake nomor apa! Ahh.. Help me pass that msg around too and its meant for whoever's readin this! many flights make me bonkers

10 Jun 08, 23:54 CCA_MEILIANA:
AND i know that u loveeee me to the core sayaanngg hueheuheuhe!! Tenang I'll NEVER ignore that last sentence of urs!! kekekkeke

10 Jun 08, 23:53 CCA_MEILIANA:
Just arrived in SG! And im going back there kira2 this friday And im online now!! Iya.. Gw jarang online blakangan ini soalnya limited time! And I was away too..

10 Jun 08, 23:52 CCA_MEILIANA:
YEAH MAN!! Thx for emphasizing THAT!! I seriously feel so LUCKY that im still sec 3 now.. Phew!! Tapi gw gk mau liat next year!! Ngerii!! Hix.. Eh, loe skg uda di indo?? Gw jg masih blom k indo kok!

10 Jun 08, 23:51 CCA_teph:
hehe.. Teph! of cuz dia masih baca lah!! and he even knws things that i dunno! AS ALWAYS! right nutnut?

10 Jun 08, 23:49 CCA_mirr:
huahauhua!! Well, yeah man.. Tlat.. Can't blame!! And its not important anyways THANK GOD! Haha.. Ngak lah.. Isnu gak marahin kok.. Just you know reminding me XP lol..no worries msges msh bs k baca

10 Jun 08, 23:47 CCA_isnu:
haha! And yesh.. I shall not pass judgements and stereotype everyone.. But can't blame right? That's what my heaty is shouting! X_X and im NOT thinking of uni! Thank you! @_@

10 Jun 08, 23:46 CCA_isnu:
But really! that not bad!! huehueheu! Im still gonna say this in your face: IM PROUD! wheee!! Man!! I tried my ass!! Haha.. Tadinya gak pernah pegang buku gw actually PEGANG LHO!! improvement

10 Jun 08, 23:45 CCA_isnu:
eyhh.. That song sounds REALLY familiar! Kyknya gw pernah come across kali yah when listening to her songs.. Nanti gw check out lagi dech ^^ haha! and yepz bro!! Could have done better I guess..

10 Jun 08, 23:43 CCA_§§™:
regularly muahaha.. I have nothing to say anyway right?? Better not judge.. I'm not all that good myself hehhehe!

10 Jun 08, 23:43 CCA_§§™:
and Ron didnt seem interested in band at all and all those.. You know, always skipping and he wanted to quit right?? But anyway, with this extra respond, theres chances that he'll be respond and come

10 Jun 08, 23:42 CCA_§§™:
yeah?? 's that true?? well, yeah, maybe he IS kinda lazy XD can be seen sometimes.. But I dunno.. Just felt that he should have gotten it.. Cuz at least he still.. Umm I dunno how to say it =/

10 Jun 08, 23:41 CCA_drea':
YOSH!! DREA!! HEHEH MUUUUUMMMYYY!! will definitely tag ya! Tag me too ya!! ^^ hehehheheheheh mummy loves me!

10 Jun 08, 23:40 CCA_teph:
And yesh! AMAZING!! HAHAH! I PASSED THEM!! MIRACLES DO HAPPEN YO! HEHEHEH Im a live testimony of it! XD kekeke

10 Jun 08, 23:39 CCA_teph:
gak bisa makan barennggg hey! I'll be going to jakarta btw hehe.. Most prob this friday.. And and.. Jessica py bdae gmn ya?? Gw no update neh!! x.x well, i did get some from Isnu hehe nutnut!

10 Jun 08, 23:39 CCA_teph:
hehe! Maap honey~~ Gw uda terbang duluann T_T gak sempet reply loe.. And gak sempet update the blog first soalnya apparently, its the day right after my last entry on the 28th ;; maap!!

10 Jun 08, 23:31 CCA:
WOW!! HEY EVERYONE!! YESH!! IM BACK!! Godd.... Tagnya byk buaannggeett!! T^T hikz!! Gw sampe terharu ngeliatnya!! Heheh!! Ok, I shall start replying you guys one by one man! Hehe.. Chronically yach

And now.. I shall fulfill my quest.. Of 99-qns which was given to me by Wil2.. Damn girl! I can't copy the questions from your blog!! T.T Anyway, here they are~ :)

1.What's the connection between you with the last person that called you?
-> Err.. Isnu? Hehe! He's a good friend man! Like a bro, but he disowned me! T^T hikz! XD

2.Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
-> sshhh.. This is a secret! Not really actually but have been doing so on the plane these past few years :P right, it's not a secret. haha!

3.What happened at 10.00AM today?
-> I was cooking breakfast man! Not really. Was helping to be exact :) had fried rice! Yummy!

4.When did you last cry?
-> Man.. Why must these type of questions always come up? Let's see.. Quite recently? Only tears though.. Tears of GREAT disappointment.. A few days before I flew to Indonesia - Jakarta.

5.What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
-> bread? with cheese ^^ deeeelicious!

6.What do you want in your life right now?
-> Justice.

7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or do you just put up your hood?
-> Umm.. Most of the time just put up my hood. =/

8.What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
-> ON my bed, right? My blanky! ^^

9.What bottom are you wearing now?
-> PJ's pants ^^ Just bought! Teehee!

10.What does the nicest text in your inbox say?
-> Umm.. There's two. One from Shawn something like "... Hahaha! Welcome back man! Miss ya loads!..." And the other from Ardisa "... Lo ke LA aja cin! Stay with me. Hahaha.." ^o^ Almost deleted my whole inbox lol (it's a routine)

11.Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
-> No.. Not directly. But indirectly, I guess so. I'm so sorry.. Because of the introduction of that person, right?? Sigh..

12.Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
-> haha.. Nopes! Not at the moment~

13.What was the last movie you caught?
-> Over Her Dead Body if I'm not mistaken..

14.What are you proud of?
-> Haha! This is not important. But anyways. MY MIRACULOUS RESULTS!! MUAHAHAH!

15.What does the oldest text in your inbox say?
-> "Annyong ha se yo! Haha sinting! Ini Lina! Eh atik mo k sg tar tgl 25 june tapi cuman sehr doank sih manjo trg jalan2!" Haha.. That's my cousin XD

16.What was the last song you sang out loud?
-> Man! I can't remember! It's a song that I sang in the room.. After Enrique's "Do You Know What It Feels Like"

17.Do you have any nicknames? What are they?
-> Who don't? -_- Monkey, Cindut, dutdut, Boss, Master, ah dut, Monyet, sinting...

18.What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
->"Aku udh nanya jes, but in a diff way" by Isnu yang di Aussie.

19.What time did you go to bed last night?
-> Go to but not sleep right? About 12-1AM..

20.Are you currently happy?
-> Hehe not so bad.. Don't broad over sad stuff right? Make yourself useful and happy! ^^ Always look on the bright side of life!

21.Who gives you best advices?
-> Umm Isnu reprimands me.. Leslie talks sense :) My aunt, sis and Alfreda has characters of their own - totally the opposite of mine.

22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
-> Right. As if I'll do that, but I know someone who does!

23.Who did you talk on the phone last night?
-> Alfreda and Isnu. Man! Was scolded like sheit!

24.Is anything bugging you right now?
-> Well, not really. But my sloth-iness is kinda disturbing..

25.What/Who was the last thing/person that made you laugh?
-> My sista. She just arrived yesterday man.

26.Do you wear toe socks?
-> I want to man! But they're EX!!

27.Who was the last person you missed a call from?
-> Isnu I guess.

28.Have you ever had your heart broken?
-> yes -_-

29.What annoys you most in a person?
-> If that person is selfish, SUPER narrow-minded, boastful, immature or just hopeless.

30.Do you have a crush on anyone?
-> I don't know. I guess not?

31.Have you ever donw coccaine?
-> Yes. -_- in your dreams! I'm such a good girl, dude!

32.What is the colour of your room?
-> Mostly yellow and green.. Have a lil of blue on the curtains.

33.Would you kill someone for a billion dollar?
-> Wow.. That depends greatly on the situation man! But for now, nopes. Bye billion dollars! T_T

34.Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?
-> Ahh.. Catch no balls. Do you mean "talking is easier than done"? If that's the meaning, yes.

35.Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
-> My sista.

36.Who was the last person to hug you?
-> My sista.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
-> yesh.

38.Do you have a life?
-> yeah man!! Get your own don't steal mine!

39.Have you ever thought someone died when they really didn't?
-> nopes.

40.What is the reason behind your profile song?
-> it's soothing.. :) Seeps through your heart and it's somewhat melancholy.

41.Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
-> Right.. A person very close to me, can't seem to remember who, but I remembered them very clearly when I woke up from that dream! Was it Joel?? And.. Disa?? Or Leslie?? There were quite a number of people by the way.

42. Last time you smiled?
-> Just hours ago? Man! I'm not an Emo person -_- Although many many MANY people thought that I am!

43.Have you changed this year?
-> uh-huh.. A bit. Changes happen all the time!

44.What are you listening to right now?
-> Was listening to my WMP but I paused it a few minutes ago. It's all quite now excpet for the keyboard sound and my dad's vague snoring..

45.Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
-> Verbally nopes. But cyber-ly yes. Isnu and Clement on MSN.

46.Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
-> HELLO~! Isn't it obvious?! Of course with my eyes open!

47.Is there a quote you live by?
-> Yeah.. Quite a number I guess. Give you one of them: "Always be humble, apologize and give way, but do not let him step on you." That's a translation anyways. Doesn't sound too good?

48.Do you want someone you can't have?
-> Haha! Pretty much..

49.Have you ever played an instrument?
-> uh-huh.. Piano, Organ, Recorder XD, Trombone and Saxophone

50.What was the worst idea you've had this week?
-> to skip school in July? Haha! I don't even think that's bad! XD

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00PM?
-> At home.. Reading book?

52.Are you happy with your love life right now?
-> Hehe! Why not man?? I'm single! ^^

53.What song describes your love life?
-> Ah.. I don't know man. But Start Line by Se7en..?

54.Do the person knows you like him/her?
-> not liking anybody right now :)

55.Who always makes you laugh?
-> plenty of people! friends and family :) And of course, comedians or cartoons. Haha!

56.Do you speak another language other than English?
-> yesh! Of course man! Dude!!

57.Are you blonde?
-> haha! Never in this lifetime!

58.What's your middle name?
-> Clarissa as registered! Love that name! :D hehe.. But another of mine - The Pretty! XD kekek

59.What are you doing tomorrow?
-> accompanying my sis to the doc.. And packing luggage.

60.What do you think you are like?
-> Like a sloth and monkey. Bad combination, huh.

61.Who will you choose to die with?
-> The love of my life?

62.Where have you been today?
-> home most of the time. And down to cold storage and the swimming pool.

63.What game do you play often?
-> Not playing that much anymore..

64.What are you missing right now?
-> I don't know.. Sleep? Pu Tuo Shan!!! ^^

65.If you were to choose between friends and love, who will you choose?
-> you mean lover? Umm.. Friends. My lover has to start with being my friend first right? Hehe

66.What are you doing right now?
-> isn't it OBVIOUS enough? Answering this questionaire, DUH! And chatting on MSN with Isnu!

67.Which primary school were you from?
-> Queenstown Primary School and Gandhi National

68.Name 3 colours that you like.
-> All shades of blue, turqoise and silver.

69.What emotion do you like to show?
-> Haha! Happy and blank! XD tahahha!

70.What is life to you?
-> a challenge. A puzzle.. Like a maze!

71.If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
-> it depends.. Will most probably take some time to think about it. But not to bug my entire life..

72.Who did you last chat with in MSN?
-> obvious enough? I'm still chatting with him -_-

73.Who do you admire most?
-> Umm.. Tough question man! Right.. Adolescence.

74.Which month are you born in?
-> First, January. :)

75.How are you feeling right now?
-> I wanna get this done and over with and sleep!! God.. Still have 20+ more questions to go!! -___-

76.What is the time now?
-> 1.36AM and I'm not proud to say it!

77.Where are you now?
-> living room, in front of my computer.

78.What colour did you use to dye your hair?
-> Haha! It's still natural man!

79.Why are you doing this test?
-> Cuz Wil2 tagged me :) hehhe!!

80.What do you do when you're moody?
-> Just try to cheer up man! If I can't, then I'll try my best to just shut up. Haha!

81.At which age do you wish to get married?
-> Haha.. Young age is cool! But highly impossible.. So about 24-26? XD Still too young right? But seriously that's a good age.. Don't you think?

82.Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?
-> I'd say friends. :) Can't say that I'll keep to this forever though. I've not been attached before after all ^^;;;

83.Do you think you have confidence?
-> Well, frnakly, nopes!

84.Who is the person you trust the most?
-> Myself. I'm not self-centered though! But I can never trust myseld to remember things.. So.. My friends? And my family? haha

85.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
-> Yupz! I've seen it before man! hehe!

86.If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
-> to let there be justice.

87.What is your goal for this year?
-> To be able to pass my exams and be promoted next year! XD LOL

88.Do you believe in eternity love?
-> Well, yeah.. I guess so.

89. What feeling do you love most?
-> excitement.. And the feeling of being able to solve something difficult or to know something I've been wanting to know so bad! XD

90.Do you really think it's global warming now?
-> HELL yes man! Even a small kid will know that!

91.What feeling you hate the most?
-> being framed!

92.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
-> yesh!! Very much!! You just have to know me better...~

93.Do you believe in God?
-> Yeah.. Pretty much

94.Who cares for you the most?
-> parents?

95.do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-> My life itself

96.What'll you bring when you fight?
-> courage, heart and brains.

97.What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
-> being a selfish imp, and lazy..

98.What would you feel when no one no longer cares for you?
-> a feeling worse than death? I don't know.. I just hope that it will NEVER happen to me..

99.What if your stead two-timed you?
-> ouh man! I got this question before.. Well, seriously, I'll get very emotional.. Disappointed, hurt and lost. But when I'm finally calm, I'll most probably talk to him.. Hopefully I'll be able to ask him the reason behind that..

Instructions are basically the same. Required to tag 10 people for this.
Man! Who can I ask?? Oh well.. Try my luck!
1.Isnu
2.Alfreda
3.Drea
4.Miranda (quickly get a blog man!)
5.Steffi
6.Dinika
7.Stephanie
8.Meiliana
9.Caroline
10.Lakshmi
Will you guys do it??
Alright man! I shall sleep now!! Will be flying to Jakarta soon.. Around this Friday.. Hehe. Coming up I'll have to go for my Aunt's wedding and I hope I can join Jessica for the Sweet 17th! ^^ nights!! Tag me!! :D hehe
loves~
-This Is Our Start Line.-

I would want to live longer...


♠ CCA-Desu




Who?
Cindy Clarissa Adriaan
Mail?
cindyca_77@hotmail.com
Born on?
21/01
Horoscope?
Aquarius - Monkey ^o^v

♠ Sweeties


ShinHwa
Korean-related stuff
Mysteries
Incredible stuff
and
Hopefully YOU! ^^

♠ Non-Sweeties


Twits who have guts
like chickens.


♠ Targets


♥New MP3/i Pod
(anything to produce music)
♥My old phone back :(
♥A Gold For SYF!
♥Freedom From All These Rubbish!
♥A New Pencil case :)
♥Great marks for O-level!
♥Orange Jacket/Cardigan
(K concert)
♥An ear-piece



♠ F.B.I


Amanda - Bestie
Alfreda - Bestie
Ardisa - Cece Gak becus XD
Aishah - My Sisterrr!!
Anthony - Tukang Puisi
Bernard - Darling <3
Caroline - Hyena =D
Chelsea - SVP
Cherie - Seng Poh!
Christabel - Bel Bel
Clara - CHC
Cui Ling - CL Darling
Dinika - Rock ON!!
Eddy - Dy Dy
Drea - like a Mummyyyy
Eric - Siput Mashimaro
Iman - Eeemaaniiiee
Isnu - Wong Edan
Isnu NEW! - Edan RENEWED!
Izzati - QPSan
Jian Hui - Father
Jillian - QPSan
Joyce - Moo Moo
Lakshmi - The girl who runs fast
Lily - LaiYan
Lovely - Love
Meiliana - GESSian
Michelley - ShinHwa Love Yo!
Miranda - Panda
Monji Oppa - The Horsey
Mandy - Sweet :)
Nigel - Qi Yuan Tan!
Steffi - Honey
Stephanie - Bebek
Wilona - Wil Wil
Yi Si - Lao Keng
Yu Zeng - Fishy

MAAM's blog!


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♠ FROM you TO me





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