Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Monday
Probably one of the saddest and happiest days in my Sec 3 school life. Guess what? It's the last day that I'll be going to school with Kinny, Jen and Tiffanto! Really really saddening. Though my exams are over, something is really missing. They're away for their war. For a war that I know not of, a war where I'm not there. Not yet, anyway.
Then again, I can meet them elsewhere outside school. However, being me, the single soul, next year will be so sad! Of course, I still have Mir, no doubt :) And ya.. There's Dinika too.. And Joel and more. I suppose it's just that I'll miss them. Really really much :]
Okay, and it is also one of the happiest at the same time because I scored pretty well for my English! ^^ Truly, I believe that I had aced it in the past. However, things changed. My English detoriate a lot! Thus, I was greatly and pleasantly surprised when I passed it with flying colours! Yes, of course, I didn't get A1 but A2 is DEFINITELY awesome! ^^
So yeah.. Happy and sad at the same time. Not only that. When I was about to eat my lunch, Wilona passed me a note. It was really a bitter-sweet note, or rather, letter. It really did caught me off-guard.
At that point of time, I really felt like crying. I did not know what to say to myself. The feeling that I had was.. Who am I? As in, who am I to deserve this? Who am I to deserve to be cherished so much. Who am I to deserve that unconditional care and concern? I was really deeply ashamed at myself. I am not one of those populer Queenkas, I am not all that talented, nor am I all that smart. I hardly ever did anything!
Yet, there are times when I feel lonely and down. To think about it, I am really lucky and fortunate. To have what I have, to live a life with little hardship and to know that there is someone out there for me.
Definitely, this became a reflection to me. A fact that I shall remember forever.
Anyways, I am currently HUNTING for the K CONCERT!! Wo0tz! Well, guess what? I actually found out that we could redeem tickets at Novena Square, or Square2. Sadly, I was out of school only at 3+PM and the tickets were given out from 11AM. What made it worse was the fact that people actually started queueing up as early as 7AM! GOSH! That's the time when I was still on my way to SCHOOL! O_O Hallelujah!
Hope I can get a ticket too!! X.X Umm.. Finna Appa, Phyone, Ardisa and Siska wanna go too! :D Oh, Michelley and Li Qing have gotten themselves a ticket each! ^^ Whee!! Can't wait!! *goes hunting* hee! :D
To Kinny: Heys.. Don't let anything bother you too much ya.. You can do it! :D And, good luck! For everything.. Be it in exams or things that do not concern school. :) Do your best! It's your last shot!
To ALL O level students: Hey!! GUYS, im gonna miss ALL of you really very very much! I swear! I'll never forget you guys, EVER! I really wish that you guys will be by my side during my last year in school. However, I can't be selfish. Plus, I do not want you guys to be in this school in that school uniform everyday! So, yeah, I sincerely wish that ALL of you will graduate! :)
But do promise me one thing please.. Don't forget me! Ya? :) Love you guys!! Hearts!
Iya.. Surat itu dari Kin Mun. Sumpah, gw mrasa gak enak.. But it truly was very sweet and touching... Even Jenny and the others felt so too. The only thing that I can do right now, is to at the very least, reply his message.
Smoga Kinny bisa mendapatkannya! :)
-"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, nor touched... but are felt in the heart."-
Helen Keller
I would want to live longer...
