My thoughts - declared as theories by many,
May have some truths which can't be truly explained.
For once I thought that it was possible,
For I heard the words "it seemed to be becoming real."

So I made a wish,
Deep in my heart,
That my thoughts be proved wrong,
And believe, I did.

Call me a fool,
For I tried too hard, or so it seemed.
But if I were wrong,
Patience and understanding shall come next.

I am flexible, yes I am,
In the name of fun, I joined in.
If only you look deep enough,
Just a little closer, you'll get it.

Giving up is an option,
As it has always been.
To be or not,
I am deciding.

But for now I think it's still grand,
And I hope that I won't be wrong again.
I really do believe in it,
And I plead for it to be true.
I still believe in this.

Hi hi~~ I have finished watching Absolute Boyfriend. OMG! I totally looooove it to ZE CORE! Okay, the start is not too exciting, but when it was coming to the end, the whole climax will really grab a hold of your breathe!

I did not expect the main character to actually choose Night!! I have always wanted her to choose Soushi eversince they were working together. I mean, that's just the way things should be! I could not believe when she finally made her decision!

"So stupid of her!" Haha! I was screaming that since about 2 hours ago, it can't be helped huh. Dramas just make people go bonkers! Anyway, It's recommended! ^^

Okay, today I went out with Caroline, Ardisa and Alfreda. I do find myself such an annoying person lately. LOL. The proccess of being more feminine eyh? Yes, I do realise that I'm trying too hard to become feminine, I suppose.

I suppose that I'll cut down on that too and be my usual self. Sorry to those that have been.. Annoyed during this time. HAHA!

So, I was late again today. Meong suddenly came from Japan! God, there was no warning or notice at all!! Something is SERIOUSLY wrong with my family. Thank god I was having tuition just now! Cause you know what? I actually planned to meet up with Caroline and the girls at 2PM! And Meong only came at 4PM! Can you imagine what would have happened if I were away??? -_-

And because of this.. Sudden technical problem, I could only meet them at 7PM, which is LATE. We were supposed to have a study date anyway, and it turned out to be a non-studying day for me. Which is, of course, BAD.

I am extremely in need of studies. Yes, I am definitely no studious but it can be born right? I am also still looking for a tuition teacher. Hope I get one soon.

Ko Erwin is also coming tomorrow. This I learnt only this evening before I went off to meet the girls. -_- Really really sudden. All the best for my final exams man! :) Good night everyone!




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