Right, if you realised, my previous blog entry was not complete.

Mainly due to my dad, who forbade me from using the computer and partly due to my proposal for band. Wanted to make it nicer.

Anyways, new updates on the blog. I've linked my blood-related sister Monji and my non-blood-related sister Aishah.

I do realise that I've not announced that my sister had now become a Graduand. Feels like time flies super fast. She's staying with right now in Singapore, playing a part-time mummy as well. Haha.

I am also exhilarated to announce that I am proud of Aishah. After all that you've gone through, it's amazing that you did not resort to your old habits. And it's funny how I actually felt that I was about to start on that habit, you know. Some of my friends asked whether it was because of curiosity, and it's not. I just had this vibe that I'll somehow do it in the future. Somehow.

Also, we have been hurt in a way that is almost the same, yet different. It's been more than a year for me now and well, it seems like I could put it behind my mind. Well, actually, I have the help of the problems that I'm facing at the moment as well. Thus making it sort of easier for me, I guess. I hope everything will go well for you too. Forgetting is impossible but erasing that empty patch is still possible :)

Today. I went out with Aishah, Lady Poo, Chan, Mr. Nonami, Celeste and Fanny. Did I miss anyone out?? Ate at KFC, was extremely full; I could hardly walk! Li Ye is working there and she has gotten her Singapore citizenship. Congrats! :D

We went to BML after the meal again. Was looking at Lady Poo's pictures. God, I was so surprised! He actually looked like a jock in some of the pictures, I am serious. This is not happening. What's happening to the world?? Haha.

Oh yes, I am collecting photos too. Preferably pass photos, no matter how good-looking or ugly you are in it. If you're not willing to give me a pass photo, just give me a photo of that size. :) hee! *goes off looking for more*

Okay, back. After that, we went to the interchange to go back home, supposedly. By then there were only me, Aishah and Chan. Caroline called me as we planned on meeting today. And so I did. It was already about 5PM at that time.

So I took 131 with Chan. He dropped at his house, which apparently is freakishly near my house and is around the SAFRA, while I went to Vivo - where Caroline, Kwek and Sherman were.

I do not know what really happened but they were discussing about how guys woo girls. The person they 'seek' help from: me. -_- I wonder which part of my face says "HEY! I'm the LOVE GURU!"

And then, somehow, we turned into two teams and Sherman became Carol's best friend while Kwek became my best friend. Haha! Oh, I forgot to mention how scary Caroline was. I said something to her, and she was sort of pissed (in a joking manner) and she started chasing after me. My instinct was just to run for my life!

However, due to my low IQ and, not to mention, bad memory, I forgot that Caroline is a Gold-medalist runner. Thus, my so-called run-for-my-life is equals to walking to her and she caught me within 5 seconds. Oh brother, I was freaked out and my best friend just stood there with HER best friend talking. -_-

Jokes aside, I reminded them that their movie was about to start and we parted. (Hey, Kwek is really a sweet guy.) Hope you get over or reconcile with her soon, best friend. It really is a wonder why 2 people are not able to be together when their hearts beat as one.
What went wrong?

So we parted and I called Ardisa since she happened to be at Vivo with Miranda. Haha! Yepz.. Talked and met them for approaximately 10 minutes and I, being a promise-keeper, told them that I had to be on my way home.

I'm such a good girl. :D

Oh yes, my dad just scolded me again. saying that I must be thinking about my friends all the time and yada yada yada. Which is true, but I have been sparing thoughts for them too. I am getting sick and tired of this. Give me a life! I need to lead my own life, I have been leading my own life for the past 7 and a half years. What rights do you have to reboot my entire system now?

I am really thankful to Mdm Norlinda, my geography teacher. She is really understanding and patient. I mean, she has always been very nice towards me and she even talked to me the other day, which sort of helped me. If only all adults are like her..

Well, eversince sec2, my perspectives towards teachers sort of changed because of the fact that there was this teacher who betrayed my feelings. She is still teaching in my current school. Continue guessing.

There was also this teacher whom I've always respected, but I learnt that she is sort of shows favouratism. Of course, it has nothing to do with me as she was not biased against or towards me. However, I do not wish to hope too much, lest hurting myself again.

Madam Linda just showed me that there are still teachers out there who truly believes in their students and proved my stereo-typing wrong. There are teachers like mam.

Anyway, I better go now. It's getting late :) Oh, before I go off, I have to make a few statements.

Firstly, males and females are EQUAL. In the sense that girls can do most of what guys can do and guys can do most of what girls can do.

Why are there no unisex competitions in the Olympics?
-Sexual harrassment.


Secondly, I am STRAIGHT. Why do people mistook me as a lesbian? Mind you, I am a tomboy, but I am not a butch.

Why are you still single and have never had a boyfriend?
-Ask the heavens why my soulmate has not appeared in my face.


Thirdly, I am an Indonesian, and my race is Chinese.

I thought you're Malay? Don't you take malay as mother tongue in school?
-No, my dear. Even if I do take Malay, that does not determine my race, and I take Chinese anyhow.


Fourthly, I am still young and I am not over-age.

You're over-age right? You're a foreigner, after all.
- Yes, I am a foreigner, but no, I am not over-age. I came here eversince I was 8! And yes, son, I fail my subjects too.


Lastly, for the moment, I have to admit that I my head have been quite over-loaded the past few days.

Are you stressed? What the hell have you been doing in school? Start studying! Stop sleeping! Yada yada yada.
-Honey, I have my reasons. Mostly related to home. At least I am not an emo-in-the-making. Yes, I've not been sleeping, son, and I am trying my best so stop pestering me like a bug! I have a life.

So, I conclude that I should make an FAQ soon. XD HAHA! :D Do look forward to that, and I wonder if I have readers at all XD Haha! Nights~! :)



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