Heyz heyz!! Now I'm updating! Hehe.. Amazing yeah? ^^ Well, I used up all my online time changing this layout ^^ Hehe.. Well, the background is black again.. :P I don't know why but black-coloured backgrounds suit me well ^^

So, what do you think? I've been searching + doing it since.. 8?? O_O WOW!! sooo long!!! About 2 hours already!! GAAHH!! Well, I love it ^^ Umm.. Firstly, the animated L logo seriously just killed me on the spot! Hehe.. Didn't even think twice and just used it! ^^ And i find the whole layout perfect too ^^ Not too exagerrated.. Quite simple :D And it was initially falling to the left side of the screen.. I moved it to the middle now :) Alright, it's not 100% in the middle, I have to admit, but it's still roughly around there right? And I shifted it only once! Woohoo!! I'm such a genious XD HAHA! And umm.. See that small L icon there? So cute! Teehee.. And uh, edited some parts here and there and also, listen to the song ^^ Really so into it right now.. It's so beautiful isn't it? By Chihiro Onitsuka, Infection.

Hope you like it!! ^^ Oh yeah.. Today is the first day of work. OMG! I thought that we're gonna be ordered on our first tast or something.. But instead, we were just brieved on the rules and what we were supposed to do. After that, our supervisor just said "okay, you may start." I was like "O_O HUH?! Do what?!" Lol.. That was to Carol by the way.. And she had no clue as well.. And then she said "hey, let's serve the food." And we pushed at each other as to who should start first. She then decided that she'll start first if the next item coming out was a beverage. True enough, it was. So off she went. And then I waited for the next one. It was food!! ARGH much harder than drinks.. And for the second serving, I had food again! It's like she was ruling the drinks, while I the meals. Oh, the second meal was a congee -_- GODDAMMIT it was SO much heavier than I thought! Haha.. But thank goodness I managed to pull through.
Right, the embarrassing part. GOD MY APRON ALWAYS FALLS!! It fell once and before it did the second time, I told Carol and asked her for help in tying it. She did and I felt relived. HOWEVER, SHE DID NOT TIE IT SECURED ENOUGH!! IT FELL OFF AGAIN!!! GOD!!! I WAS SOOOO EMBARRASSED!!! DAMMIT!!! Then I decided to use my brains and tied a knot in front, a much better idea which I should have thought of MUCH earlier -_-
Okay, bad part. I was scolded sooo many times. Sheit, first day and was scolded tonnes so times. When I said tonnes, I really DO mean TONNESSSS. Let's see, was scolded by the cleaner -.-, by the bar supervisor, the bar tenders and also the manager. Okay, not really scolded, though, but reminded. However, I was DEFINITELY scolded by the bar tender supervisor. This I can assure you. Definitely not a good thing.
Umm.. But no matter, we should always think of things in a high note, right? So.. I found out about the way they work - the cafe that I always hang around in.. Cuz of the delicious food XD HAHA! So I sneeked into their behind-the-scenes. Not too pretty, I'm afraid. But not too bad, I guess? I do learn lots of stuff. They want things chop-chop. Right and fast. As orderly as possible which is good. Cuz I do know about other places that just do things like as though they have nothing to worry about. And they really do put customers first. I like the part when the manager told us to greet the customers when they're coming in and going out. It went something like "if we don't even greet them properly and make them feel welcome, then it's equals to we have failed." hmmm nice line!
And they're nice too ^^ We get to eat!! Yepz.. We have breaks!! Woo hoo.. So I worked for 6 hours today.. I just do hope that we made a good impression x.x I really am afraid if I didn't make a good impression. It would have been such a let-down to me.. :( a let-down of myself.
Oh yeah, why do I meet quite a lot of annoying people nowadays? First you ask me for my number, I gave it cause I don't wanna be like this arrogant brat. And you kept on asking me, whatever for? I told you no and you insisted what else can I say? And then I became arrogant? -_- Oh please, what's with people nowadays? Only have on thing in mind, eyh? So everything stops when I say that I have someone else. Hehe, well I do! XD gaggaahhaha

So, alright. Um, did I tell you how I snuck out to work? Nopez.. Well, I told them that I gotta go to school for some math remedial. HAHA!! Telling them that it was because I failed my math damn badly and am one of the worst in class. Not a lie, though, but the remedial part is XD HAHA! And my bag is soooo full thanks to all the clothings!! And their "locker" is in need of a deodorant ^^;; no offence.. Haha!

Oh yes, also, yesterday, when I got home, I accidently bit my own tongue real bad that it bled. Can you believe it?? GOD! Someboy somewhere must have talked about bad about me real badly with all the anger and hate. Shoot.. Thank god it's alright but it's still numb though.. Sad.

Haha. Alright, that's it for now ^^ nitez everyone!! It's getting late!! 10.39 PM and I haven't bathed :P I'm such a screwed-up person!! ARGH!


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