Heyazz! Haven't been online.. Reason's been given.. And had my internet back on last week, when my mum came back here.. On Saturday.. So why the long time of not updating? Well, firstly, I went on and checked my mail. Next, ShinHwa stuff. They'e gonna have their 9th jib out soon!! COOL ISNT IT?! OH THNX MICHELLEY ^^ hehe!! She helped me order it!! Now i gotta pay it soon!! Haven't got any time to buy post stamp!! SHOOT! And after that, checked Friendster and FaceBook.

I did think of updating a few days ago.. Well, surprising I never knew that I had some reader ^^ Hehe.. For those who are reading, hey there! :D hehe!! I know you're one of them Shawn! Hey, wonder where's Isnu! He's in Aussie, of couse. Drop a holler will ya! XD

And umm had lots of tests going on. Oh, this blog's supposed to be an update of my everyday life. SO MUCH for THAT. Don't think that's gonna be the case for this month. Hope there's gonna be a change soon ^^. Well, my lil cousin's here, together with his dad and my grandpop. Sigh, can be such a pain sometimes. Right, I'm not trying to be filial. Trust me, I'm doing as best I could to let them have a nice stay here in Singapore. Hey, of course I want them to stay here and go back there feeling happy, no? And they wanted me to help them cook rice - I did. They kept it for a day.. Two? And of course the rice has hardened! Wad the hell~ And I usually cook my rice harder compared to others to begin with! Well, this is just a small matter, not pursuing it.
But what DOES get into my nerves sometimes is the fact that they always THINK that this is Indo or WHAT. Tell me man! Do I look like I have a personal private car here? Do I have the dignity to change the bus schedule? NO. They're public transport for God's sake. I'm not some spoilt brat who goes around in taxis! Well, guess what? You guys come here, do your check-ups or shopping or WHATEVER as tourists, not STUDENTS. Of course you go round with cabs! Less time consuming, but dig BIG holes in you pocket. What sort of nonsense am I receiving, dude?!
And on top of that, my mum came here, practically turned me into a jailbird - not letting me go out with my friends or having my friends coming to my house. One word - WHAT?! Hey, I don't mind the first part of it. Yeah, I WILL accompany you. I mean, I seldom meet you, yes. However, not even letting them in the house?! For God's sake! They're coming here! Not me.. Going out! And it's a good opportunity for ME to introduce YOU GUYS to MY friends. Hah! Guess I'm WRONG, always.. and forevermore WRONG.
I don't know what sort of SHEIT I had done, had been doing or AM doing. Nothing just seems right! You aren't happy? Fine. Look, can't you even say it nicely?! I tried to trust, it was ruined. I tried to get your acceptence. HAH! This is what I GOT. Fine, so you want all the lies? No more truth? I'm good to go ^^ So if I fail, if I was hurt, or if anything EVER happened.. I wonder whether you'll be the last one to know.

So right now.. I'm living my own life, trying.Always got scolded non-stop. Sheit. Have some annoying person as my most important subject teacher.. All the rotten luck.

Hey, if you're free, do come down to Anchorpoint at XinWang HongKong Cafe. :) Will be there from noon till evening ^^ hehe what am I doing there? Just drop by and find out ^^ Heheh..
Right, I'm trying to help. Not gonna let you know. If you found out, that's it for me, I guess. The next thing you know, I guess I'll just lose spirit in almost everything. Seems rather inevitable to me.

Right.. Where's my sunshine?? Like the song "you're my sunshine after the rain~" who's the "you" dammit? Oh.. But I definitely know the "you" for :you're the biggest jackass in the world"! SHEIT HIM!! oh, everyone, it's a HIM! A MALE. I'm not sexist but it's seriously thanks to HIM!!!

You know what?
I wanna curse you!
Since August last year,
Since my eldest sis was still here with me.
Since the time I was supposed to be having fun.

Even now,
When I AM supposed to be having fun,
Going out,
Hanging out,
Have a whale of a time.

But no,
Poof! Everything's gone! Why?
Cuz of YOU!
Freaking bastard,
Jerk, JACKASS, Pervert, LOSER!

Yeah, you're older than me,
So What?
You have sons,
You have wife,
Live your life, DOG.
Stay out of mine!

I shouldn't be cursing you,
cuz karma's gonna hit me too.
But I believe that the karma that's gonna hit you back
is gonna be so much more,
more than you can ever imagine.

Can you withstand it?
Oh.. I forgot,
Maybe, just MAYBE,
Your sons are the ones who're gonna receive it!

Let you have a taste of the medicine that you brew.
Let you have a taste of what it feels like.
Let you HAVE a taste of living,
Like as though you're a parasite to others,
Scumbag.

I'll take no revenge,
Do no evil.
All I want is peace in mind.
But trust me,
Things may not be as simple and we hope.

Of course, things are simple, as they always are.
It's got to depend on what you're gonna do.
If you take the wrong step,
Even a peacemaker will do you no good.

When that time comes,
Watch out.
Beware.
Cause I'll repeat myself - there'll be no revenge.

Just a game or two, perhaps.
From me to you.
Not to forget,
My eldest and second sis.
The three of us together.

And if things are in our favour,
Our cousins?
Our friends?
And, of course, justice itself.

Okay, okay. Enough of that. Tired now. Gotta go.. Well, I'll update next time?? Oh.. there're 24510 things that I wanna talk about but the bygones seems to be rather vague now in my mind. Maybe some other time I'll remember them again and post! Oh, one- I met a VERY handsome person. This is SUPER rare, isn't it? Ah, and I met Alfreda today. When I was at the McD in TBP.. Was with Mir, Sher and Cherry :D

And by the way, if you're wondering, don't ask me about the poem ^^ hehe.. But you can comment on it though :D haha is it nice? It just came out of my head like that.. As in typed on my computer non-stop.. Not really well oriented or thought or planned at all. Do give me your comments and critiques ya ^^ haha.. Oh, and apologies for the many rude words. I'm not crude. though ^^v. Right, have fun! Nights!


I would want to live longer...